15 February 2005
New layout
Whoa! Check out the new layout than2 gave me! it's really cool! I like the concept where she used some pictures of me and my friends.. hehehe.. The only flaw is they're not really my best friends. :P Only one of them is my best friend.. :P But it's okay, I'm still using it cause it's awesome. :) Thanx than! love you to pieces! O yea, don't forget to comment on the new doodle-board!
Anywayz, my social life here is getting better. I make new friends, including my sister's friends.. :P They're really nice. I like hanging out with them. But I'm still having a hard time finding my tounge. If you know what I mean.
Yesterday was the loneliest Valentine ever! T_T Last year, I spent like the whole day with him. And yesterday, I had been forced to see all the sweet things, the flowers, the chocolates, and all the other valentine gifts being given to almost all the girls in my school. That's just so painful. And it makes me miss him even more! They were all carrying bouquettes of roses and stuff. *sobs* I envy them.. so much...
I just hope that I won't be alone next Valentine. I really really really REALLY want to spend time with him!! :(((((
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Did I ever mention that I have like a formal party for my school year level? I don't really know what's it all about. I just know that I don't really have to go, but if I do go I have to wear a formal outfit or ... you know. And we could also bring a partner, but it doesn't have to be a boy, it could be anyone I want. So, anyway, I wanted to come with my sister. She said that she'd come with me. Now the only problem is I don't have any formal dresses! >.< It's either get one or don't come. So I talked to my stepmom about this dress trouble thingy. And guess what did she said? She scoffs and she was all like bitchy and she said,"You? in a dress? Formal???" I could've sworn she'd laugh her head off if I didn't look at her. Yea well, of course she put another insulting smile one more time after I told her that I should bring a partner. I didn't smile. I didn't even try to smile. I just looked back at her straight to her eyes. I hate her, she knows that. ANd she hates, I know that. So, why bother?
I'm bringing this matter again sometime this week. I'm just gonna mention more or less like this, "So, what about my formal dress? I know you wouldn't buy me one, but Vq is coming with me and she needs a dress too. You wouldn't say no to her, would you? Your precious daughter has to look pretty, and me, your ungrateful lazy step daughter should look stupid. Well? When can we go shopping?"
I'll rip her head off if I could. I don't use to hate her like this. I was always on a neutral side. But she really does piss me off. She would go all the way about her being a good mom even to her step children. Yeah, right. Give us everyone a favour and throw yourslef to the bin.
*grumbles*
licked clean; sluuurrrp; 6:37 PM } link this entry
Anywayz, my social life here is getting better. I make new friends, including my sister's friends.. :P They're really nice. I like hanging out with them. But I'm still having a hard time finding my tounge. If you know what I mean.
Yesterday was the loneliest Valentine ever! T_T Last year, I spent like the whole day with him. And yesterday, I had been forced to see all the sweet things, the flowers, the chocolates, and all the other valentine gifts being given to almost all the girls in my school. That's just so painful. And it makes me miss him even more! They were all carrying bouquettes of roses and stuff. *sobs* I envy them.. so much...
I just hope that I won't be alone next Valentine. I really really really REALLY want to spend time with him!! :(((((
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Did I ever mention that I have like a formal party for my school year level? I don't really know what's it all about. I just know that I don't really have to go, but if I do go I have to wear a formal outfit or ... you know. And we could also bring a partner, but it doesn't have to be a boy, it could be anyone I want. So, anyway, I wanted to come with my sister. She said that she'd come with me. Now the only problem is I don't have any formal dresses! >.< It's either get one or don't come. So I talked to my stepmom about this dress trouble thingy. And guess what did she said? She scoffs and she was all like bitchy and she said,"You? in a dress? Formal???" I could've sworn she'd laugh her head off if I didn't look at her. Yea well, of course she put another insulting smile one more time after I told her that I should bring a partner. I didn't smile. I didn't even try to smile. I just looked back at her straight to her eyes. I hate her, she knows that. ANd she hates, I know that. So, why bother?
I'm bringing this matter again sometime this week. I'm just gonna mention more or less like this, "So, what about my formal dress? I know you wouldn't buy me one, but Vq is coming with me and she needs a dress too. You wouldn't say no to her, would you? Your precious daughter has to look pretty, and me, your ungrateful lazy step daughter should look stupid. Well? When can we go shopping?"
I'll rip her head off if I could. I don't use to hate her like this. I was always on a neutral side. But she really does piss me off. She would go all the way about her being a good mom even to her step children. Yeah, right. Give us everyone a favour and throw yourslef to the bin.
*grumbles*
licked clean; sluuurrrp; 6:37 PM } link this entry
