18 March 2005
Another whining
I know you all are just can't be bothered to read another pathetic story of my life. But it's my blog and like I always said, I can write whatever I want here.
So, I don't really have anything to complain now.. But.. I just want to state my feelings here..
I feel like my dad doesn't trust me anymore.. He always talking like I never do any work around the house. I never do my homeworks. And that I was always in a bad mood. He talks like I always burden his wife. Yeap, that is how I am going to refer that woman, his wife. I don't wanna use the word 'my' to her. I don't wanna have anything to do with her. I loathe her. And her stupid daughter. And her sons. Hate him all. They make the gap between me and my father wider.
I want to be close to my dad. Because me and my Mom doesn't really get along. We don't fight as often, but like everytime we see each other, we'll get into an argument or stuff. We still love each other, don't worry (as if) After all, she is still my mother. I love my parents. They just don't realize it. They all just think that I'm a burden for them (not in a really bad way) I know my Dad doesn't think of me like that, but his wife sure does. I bet she always complaining about me being a lazy pig everytime they chat. I don't really care anymore.. My Dad doesn't even want to chat with me. I am always the first to say hi and stuff. And he always answer in short answers. He hates me now. Because of his wife.
Hmm.. I want to be close to my family.. But they are all hopeless! My Dad doesn't trust me anymore.. My Mom, like I said before we don't get along, and she's in Indonesia by the way. My younger sister, which has the most chance to be close to is also in Indonesia. My older sister is... can't really describe her.. she's just hopeless and I just can't count on her. She's screwed. I still accept her as my sister though. It's just that.. I don't know.. >.<
OKAY. Apart from that. I am happy to say.. I got an A for my Art essay ^^ so very very happy! XD~ Thanx a lot to her and ....my Dad.
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So, I don't really have anything to complain now.. But.. I just want to state my feelings here..
I feel like my dad doesn't trust me anymore.. He always talking like I never do any work around the house. I never do my homeworks. And that I was always in a bad mood. He talks like I always burden his wife. Yeap, that is how I am going to refer that woman, his wife. I don't wanna use the word 'my' to her. I don't wanna have anything to do with her. I loathe her. And her stupid daughter. And her sons. Hate him all. They make the gap between me and my father wider.
I want to be close to my dad. Because me and my Mom doesn't really get along. We don't fight as often, but like everytime we see each other, we'll get into an argument or stuff. We still love each other, don't worry (as if) After all, she is still my mother. I love my parents. They just don't realize it. They all just think that I'm a burden for them (not in a really bad way) I know my Dad doesn't think of me like that, but his wife sure does. I bet she always complaining about me being a lazy pig everytime they chat. I don't really care anymore.. My Dad doesn't even want to chat with me. I am always the first to say hi and stuff. And he always answer in short answers. He hates me now. Because of his wife.
Hmm.. I want to be close to my family.. But they are all hopeless! My Dad doesn't trust me anymore.. My Mom, like I said before we don't get along, and she's in Indonesia by the way. My younger sister, which has the most chance to be close to is also in Indonesia. My older sister is... can't really describe her.. she's just hopeless and I just can't count on her. She's screwed. I still accept her as my sister though. It's just that.. I don't know.. >.<
OKAY. Apart from that. I am happy to say.. I got an A for my Art essay ^^ so very very happy! XD~ Thanx a lot to her and ....my Dad.
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