I started the day with a bad mood. And hopefully it won't end with the same kind of mood too.. >.< style="font-style: italic;">kinda weird. Hmm.. I feel like it's been AGES since I talked to him. Since I chat with him. Since I heard his voice (in person, through skype, through phone) I'm telling you, it's been AGES!! T_T And I am sad. *cries* Anyway, to make things a little worse, last night he made a promise to chat online this morning, today. And I don't know what exactly happen, but it was canceled. So I went to bed at 1 in the morning and woke up at 9 for nothing. T_T I got up, went online, and he wasn't there. That makes me even sadder. Then I got back to sleep, and he messaged me. He said that he couldn't get online, blablabla. Yeah. And that makes me misereable. Seriously, it does. T_T I can't even spend my holiday with you!! *cries more*

Wanna know how much money I got? None. Seriously, I am broke. I only get like $100 per month, and I spend 80% of it to pay my phone bill. Usually my bill doesn't get bigger than $100, but this month, it's a different story. I HAD TO PAY $129!! Where am I going to have the money? Well, my dad is going to cut it out of my allowance for sure. But he's already cutting it off. Meaning: My next allowance is less than $100. How crueler can the world be? SHIT! T_T I literally only have like coins and Indonesian Rupiahs in my wallet. Poor girl, poor me. T_T

Social life? It's in an average stage I think.. I feel a little left out, now they are doing new and different stuff from me.. See, I know how you feel..

Geez.. I'm complaining too much.. But I feel better now. =p


That's my energy meter for today. Based on the horoscope stuff in firendster. Doesn't look good does it? Yea well, I don't feel good either. Maybe this meter thingy is for real?
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