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12 June 2005
losing grip
Today's post will be filled with song lyrics, that had been in my head all night. This how I feel.

Avril Lavigne - Losing Grip
Are you aware of what you make me feel, baby?
right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you?
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say

I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there
When I was scared
I was so alone
You, You need to listen
I'm starting to trip
I'm losing my grip
And I'm in this thing alone

Am I just some chick
you placed beside you
to take somebody's place?
When you turn around
can you recognize my face?
You used to love me
you used to hug me
but that wasn't the case
everything wasn't okay

I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided

Why should I care?
Cause you weren't there
when I was scared
I was so alone
You! You need to listen
I'm starting to trip
I'm losing my grip
and I'm in this thing alone

Crying out loud
I'm crying out loud
crying out loud
I'm crying out loud

Open your eyes
open up wide

--
Well, actually, I'm not that angry. I'm more like sad.

The Moffatts - Misery
I cry myself to sleep again tonight
'Cause I cannot hold you tight.
I wish I could see you again tomorrow
To take all this sorrow
Sorrow, I'm hollow

When I touch you
Can you feel It
When I need you
Can you give it
When I look in your eyes
Can you see me
When I fall (fall)
Will you catch me, catch me, catch me

Misery
Is what I feel
When you're not around
So I can't heal
Misery
Is what I feel
Is what I feel
(repeat)

These tears on my face
Are there for you
I wish that I could hold you
Touch you, feel you
My heart is bleeding
Can't you see
I wish that you could hold me
Touch me, feel me

When I touch you
Can you feel it.
When I need you
Can you give it
When I look in your eyes
Can you see me
When I fall (fall)
Will you catch me, catch me, catch me

Misery
Is what I feel
When you're not around
So I can't heal
Misery
Is what I feel
Is what I feel

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About me
*andra *uwono aka PYON is an 18 year old indonesian girl who looks like a 13 year old jap/kor girl. Haha. Currently lives in Melbourne. Loves drawing, reading, sleeping, taking photos, designing, netting and eating. Newest loves are Wikipedia, Ebay and shopping. Hates two-faced people, backstabbers and duff. Aiming to be the designer. ;)


about layout
Lick It Clean was made by me when I was amazed by the talent of a 14 y/o Sporean in Blogskin. They have this similar kind of style. And uh, I like it. :P This is actually the second version of this layout. The first one only last for a while (I got sick of it). This layout was finished on the 24th of April 2006, and it is the seventh layout of this blog.


about pyonizme
My third online blog, which is more secretive and bitchy. Beware of PMS, cursing and swearing. My full archives is hidden somewhere in this page ;)
The word Pyonizme is another new word made-up by me. It means how to look at the world through Pyon's point of view.



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