Long Distance Relationships (LDR) are never a good thing. It makes the couples feel more distant to each other, it makes them feel more insecure and it's really hard just to ctach up on each other's life. It's really weird you nkow, me and him used to spend like everyday together. We fight pf course, but we always found a way to made up. The first time I moved to this country, I feel really really lonely, it's as if something is missing in my life. I got bored way too easily and I spent too much money for my phone. Now it's been like 8 months since I moved. We don't talk to each other as much, we don't text as much, we don't chat anymore, we don't really know what's happening in each other's lives and we don't know what we both look like now. I dunno, it feels really really sad. I don't want to be a stranger to him, but I can't help being distant from him. It's really hard to catch up and keep up with his life. I also don't want to be a nosy and suspicious girlfriend that's always whining and crying about stupid things. I wanted to trust him (doh, it's like the basic thing in relationship), but it's really hard. I just can't trust him or think of him like I used to. Everything is so changed now, we're not as close as before, I can understand that.. But it makes me feel like this relationship is pointless, though I know it's not. But I don't really feel like I'm in a relationship right now. It's as if I'm a free bird and I can have anything I want. The problem is...I want him!! T_T

I trust him that he would never cheat on me. But recently, I feel doubt about that. What if he doesn't want to cheat on me, and there's a girl that keeps bugging him? What if that girl is the one that's been keeping him away from me? ..I dunno I'm starting to sound like a paranoid. It's just that I don't and I cant' feel safe. Is that so hard to understand?

Another example of a problem that might come up with LDRs. One of my friend moved to away earlier this year, and her bf is still living here, so they both have to face the LDR thingy. We all know her bf loves her very much. Recently we heard that one of my friend's friend is hittingon him, like..making a move to the bf. That sounds scary doesn't it? Coz like the third person it's their own friend.. What if that kind of problem happens to me?? No no no.. I trust my friends though..They would never ever do such things.. :P *ok pyon, calm down*
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