06 July 2005
oh no
..school is in less than a week!! cry cry cry..
Got into a sort of a big fight with my Dad over someting stupid last night. He was really pissing me off. I was like fully talk back to him! ARGH! He was irritating me! I was only showing him the new feature I had in Photokicho. And then he started talking about about me doing something illegal and that I can get sued by that. WTH?!?! I'm not that fucking stupid you know, and it's not like I stole them or anyting. We don't get money from hosting them anyway! @#$%!!! He was like, "Just don't drag me into your problem, I don't wanna have anything to do with that" WTF?! He is so making me MAD! He was also comparing the the law between countries in the world.. you know what? I don't give a shit. He was like, you're not in Indo anymore! people care about this sort of stuff, u can get sue, ur doing something illegal, ur stealing, ur making money out of people's work and shit. I was like what the hell, it's not that big of a deal! Then I told him I don't even like it here anyway. It makes me wanna kill something everytime I remember that I am still in my fuckin high school in the fuckin year 11. Fuck school. My friends are graduating and even some of them has already started their second year of college aka uni. And they're even younger than me. You would have NO IDEA how's it like to be graduating from highschool at the age 20, with no bad grades or a record for being held back for 2 years. I'm not fuckin stupid, then why the hell am I still in this stupid high school?! Then he goes,"I shouldn't have let you go out with your boyfriend at the first place. I really regret that" I was officially angry at that point.
WHAT DOES IT HAVE TO DO WITH MY BOYFRIEND @#$%^&!!??!! Even if I went out with the president's son, I would still regret being here. Even if I went out with a piece of trash I would still regret the fact that I can't graduate with my friends! that I can't be in the same level with my friends anymore! that I have to do 2 years of high school all over again! YOU HAVE NO FUCKIN IDEA HOW I FEEL, SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND STOP FUCKIN AROUND WITH MY LIFE! I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! .. no I didn't really say that capital words to him. Although I wish I did, so I could just ran away from my house and sleeps somewhere under the sky.
So I told him.
You know what, just forget about it. Consider it never happened. Pretend I have never talked to you in the first place. Forget about the website, think of it as if it never exist. Pretend I have never even told you about the website. Don't ever come to my website again and I will never tell you anything about my life again. I'm tired, I wanna go to bed.
Then I went offline.
licked clean; sluuurrrp; 12:16 PM } link this entry
Got into a sort of a big fight with my Dad over someting stupid last night. He was really pissing me off. I was like fully talk back to him! ARGH! He was irritating me! I was only showing him the new feature I had in Photokicho. And then he started talking about about me doing something illegal and that I can get sued by that. WTH?!?! I'm not that fucking stupid you know, and it's not like I stole them or anyting. We don't get money from hosting them anyway! @#$%!!! He was like, "Just don't drag me into your problem, I don't wanna have anything to do with that" WTF?! He is so making me MAD! He was also comparing the the law between countries in the world.. you know what? I don't give a shit. He was like, you're not in Indo anymore! people care about this sort of stuff, u can get sue, ur doing something illegal, ur stealing, ur making money out of people's work and shit. I was like what the hell, it's not that big of a deal! Then I told him I don't even like it here anyway. It makes me wanna kill something everytime I remember that I am still in my fuckin high school in the fuckin year 11. Fuck school. My friends are graduating and even some of them has already started their second year of college aka uni. And they're even younger than me. You would have NO IDEA how's it like to be graduating from highschool at the age 20, with no bad grades or a record for being held back for 2 years. I'm not fuckin stupid, then why the hell am I still in this stupid high school?! Then he goes,"I shouldn't have let you go out with your boyfriend at the first place. I really regret that" I was officially angry at that point.
WHAT DOES IT HAVE TO DO WITH MY BOYFRIEND @#$%^&!!??!! Even if I went out with the president's son, I would still regret being here. Even if I went out with a piece of trash I would still regret the fact that I can't graduate with my friends! that I can't be in the same level with my friends anymore! that I have to do 2 years of high school all over again! YOU HAVE NO FUCKIN IDEA HOW I FEEL, SO JUST LEAVE ME ALONE AND STOP FUCKIN AROUND WITH MY LIFE! I HAVE HAD ENOUGH! .. no I didn't really say that capital words to him. Although I wish I did, so I could just ran away from my house and sleeps somewhere under the sky.
So I told him.
You know what, just forget about it. Consider it never happened. Pretend I have never talked to you in the first place. Forget about the website, think of it as if it never exist. Pretend I have never even told you about the website. Don't ever come to my website again and I will never tell you anything about my life again. I'm tired, I wanna go to bed.
Then I went offline.
licked clean; sluuurrrp; 12:16 PM } link this entry
